January 22: Coming Into the Light
The bottle behind the paint cans. The one in the trunk. The receipt you threw away at the gas station.
“For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.”
Jesus said that people who do wrong tend to avoid the light, because they don’t want what they’re doing exposed. But those who do what is true come to the light.
This isn’t a scolding. It’s a description. Anyone who has hidden drinking knows exactly what He’s talking about. The planning that goes into it. The mental map of where every bottle is. The quick mouthwash before coming inside. The way you flinch when someone opens a cabinet you didn’t expect them to open.
Hiding is one of the clearest signs that something has gone wrong. People who drink normally don’t keep stashes. They don’t need to. If you’ve built a hidden system around alcohol, that system is evidence for Step One all by itself. Your life is being shaped by something you can’t control.
Coming into the light is frightening because you can’t control what happens next. People might be angry. They might be hurt. They might watch you more closely. All of that is possible.
But there’s something on the other side of the light that the dark can’t give you: freedom from the system. No more remembering where the bottles are. No more lying about the receipt. No more living two lives. Many people say the relief of not hiding anymore is one of the best things about early sobriety.
You don’t have to throw open every door today. You can start with one. Pour out the hidden bottle. Tell one person where the others are. Let someone you trust help you clear them out. That isn’t a performance for them. It’s a practical way to stop making the dark convenient.
God already sees what’s in the trunk and behind the paint cans. He isn’t waiting to shame you. He is waiting to walk you out into the daylight.
Safety first. If you drink heavily every day, stopping suddenly can be dangerous. Talk to a doctor before you quit.
One thing today
Get rid of one hidden bottle today. If you can, tell someone you did it. If you’re afraid to stop all at once, call a doctor first.
A prayer
Jesus, I’ve gotten good at hiding. I’m tired of the dark. Help me bring one hidden thing into the light today, and stay with me when I do.
If shame keeps you hiding, read this. This month: Step One.
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