A Prayer for a Hard Night in Recovery
A prayer for a hard night is short, because on a hard night you don’t have much left. It tells God the truth and asks Him to get you to morning. Pray this right now if you need it: “Jesus, it’s late and it’s bad. I want to drink (or I want to give up). Stay with me. Get me to sunrise. Amen.”
If you’re thinking about ending your life, call or text 988 now. If you’re in danger, call 911. You don’t have to wait until it gets worse.
The prayer
“God, it’s dark and I’m awake. My mind keeps going back to the bottle, or to every bad thing I’ve done, or to how tired I am of all this. I don’t feel You. I’m praying anyway.
You’re awake too. You don’t need the lights on to see me. Sit with me in this. Hold back the thought that one drink would fix it. It wouldn’t. I know that, even if I don’t feel it.
Give me enough strength for the next hour, and then the next one. Bring my sponsor’s number to mind, or a friend’s. Let me rest, even a little. If I can’t sleep, let me at least stay sober and stay safe. Bring the morning. In Jesus’ name, amen.”
Darkness isn’t dark to God
David wrote that even the night is like day to God.
“If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall be light about me. Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the day: the darkness and the light are both alike to thee.”
And he promised that sorrow may stay the night, but joy comes in the morning.
“For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.”
The next hour
Prayer and action go together. Pick two of these and do them now:
- Text or call someone. “Rough night, can you talk?” is enough.
- Eat something and drink water. Hunger and thirst feel a lot like cravings.
- Change rooms or step outside for five minutes.
- Join an online meeting. Some run all night.
- Read one psalm out loud. Try Psalm 23 or Psalm 46.
- Write it down. Get the thoughts out of your head and onto paper.
If you already drank tonight, don’t add shame to it. Get safe, drink water, and tell someone in the morning. The prayer after relapse is there for tomorrow.
If you stopped drinking in the last few days and you’re shaking, sweating, seeing things or confused, that’s not a prayer problem. Get medical help.
Safety first. If you drink heavily every day, stopping suddenly can be dangerous. Talk to a doctor before you quit.
If sleepless nights keep coming, read sleep after quitting alcohol. For a calmer bedtime routine on ordinary nights, see the night prayer for sobriety.
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Before tomorrow night
When this night is over, make a plan for the next one. Write down two people you’ll text and one thing you’ll do at the hour it usually gets hard. Put it on your phone’s lock screen.
Common questions
Who can I call in the middle of the night?
Your sponsor, if they've told you to call any time. Many areas have recovery hotlines, and online meetings run around the clock. If you feel unsafe or think about ending your life, call or text 988. For an emergency, call 911.
Why are nights so much harder?
Many people drank at night, so the hour itself is a trigger. You're tired, it's quiet, and nobody's around. Planning ahead for evenings makes a big difference.
What if praying doesn't make the feeling go away?
It may not, right away. Prayer isn't a switch. Keep praying, and also do something with your body: drink water, eat, step outside, text someone. Feelings pass, even bad ones.
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